back to sch next week, the past 2 mths i have been slacking at home.. din get an intern bcos everything screwed up.. i shall not talk abt it.. many things happened.. good and bad.. anyway this will be my last summer holiday.. the final lap before i graduate.. paul will be the happiest person when i graduate..anyway he signed up for CFA!!! so we have to study when we go out when i start sch, anyway we only go out once a week during his OFF day which is totally random every week.. yet sometimes i still miss him lots..

oh well i din go for any holiday this summer.. a little sad but i'm ok. moola got transferred to other sources hence i haf to slack at home everyday.. still deciding whether to go europe next yr for the compeition + tour around.. bad news is no matter wat, paul will not be able to apply for more than 4 off days, hate his job for this.. and also i have to save up for it, i THINK i will need $5k to enjoy europe, cos i know i will shop likw crazy at H&M, zara, mango etc n bring back watever smurfs items i spotted. anyway it's just a dream.. how to save $5k in 12 months??

glad that grace has moved to TPY!!! so near me, we can pester each other more often!! haha.. hope she gets a job quickly than maybe i can date her for a short trip to batam or bintan.. hai.. don't think possible cos sch is starting next week!!!

i am considering getting DS lite at the end of the yr.. so that i can play on it when i'm bored at home? but paul will just ask me, "u have time to play meh?" :( of course i do.. i think aunty has sort of accepted me, during out fourth meeting, it was very relaxed, she gave me lots of food. i felt very comfortable to be chatting with her. But.. he is not ready for me yet... how long more?

the finishing line is near... let me run pass it and off i fly...

i'm sorry

it must be stupid to think that i can easily find someone better than u
it must be idiotic to think that u are not there for me
it must be silly to vent all my anger on u
it must be crazy to think that u mind travelling just to meet me



[your understanding and patience make me feel small and weak]


yet i behave like one ignorant baby


i should not grumble when we had only that little time together weekly
i should not complain when u r exhausted from work and wish to rest
i should not protest when we do not get to do many things together
i should not take revenge on you when you care so much for me
i should not be upset when you do not send me home


for all that you have done, i know you love me most

u make a point to wake me up every morning when i need to go to sch or teach
u explain things slowly so that i understand the reasons behind them
u talk in the most gentle voice even when u r sad so that i get the points right
u chat with me when i'm bored or pissed off but i screamed at u instead
u buy me everything that i wish for or anything i randomly mention
u feed me everything that i want so that i will be happy
u came all the way to send me home when i'm very sick
u came all the way to send food when i'm in a very bad mood
u cab down to give me a hug when i'm alone and wanted u
u chose to forgive me when i make very nasty comment
u support me in all the stupid things i do
u r the man i will believe in

xxxxx

i'm sorry

i'm so stressed up whenever i look at the number.. it's gonna turn zero soon.. i'm trying so hard to make the number grow bigger.. but i am doing it all by myself.. do u noe that? all for us? i just request for a good few hours every week, yet most of the time we cant do it..

i miss u, so i wanted to see u badly today. for the wed u appeared in home clothes and i was totally sad when i noe we only had that few minutes together. why cant u just wear ur work clothes out.. i went all the way to pass u your dinner.. when i reached, u have visited the library, u have done everything w/o me.

i'm so hungry and tired now. why am i crying for u today.

I was bored so..

I decided to repack and remove all unwanted apparel from my wardrobe!

cos I'm gg to LIME flea on 9 August 2008!

BEFORE

It's 4 piles of t-shirts within the mess + 2 piles of pants in the lower shelf

AFTER

(from 3pm to 12am)

Happiness, I can finally hang ALL my dresses, I dare not count how many dresses I have..Anyway i am left with only about 10 tops for school, 5 tops for wearing to the market and 3 tank top. .

Geraldine n I removed at least 150 pieces of unwanted items from my wardrobe.. haha.. we went, "sell this... sell this... throw this.. you won't wear it anymore... it has last its value.. sell.. give away.."

She said, "You must be realistic!"

my wardrobe is still packed after removing all the unwanted stuff.. she almost fainted.. i have too much clothes.. i should STOP buying clothes.. *finger crossed

After packing, the other side of the wardrobe stores all my skirts, jackets, long sleeves and BAGS!! AND IT's PACKED STILL. OMG! Shall NOT post the OTHER side of the wardrobe, u don't wanna see how many bags I have..

Bing Bing's 21st on 19 July 2008

We, the 3 cousins, got her the DKNY Apple Watch

It's super Bling, more than my Guess watch.. omg!

A gold ribbon for that simple yet classy look.

Ok i'm super tired after packing my wardrobe. shall continue tomorrow with my table. it's in a big mess. oops!

many of my peers have graduated.. stumbling upon their blogs, i see them in their graduation gown and i remembered one year ago paul has graduated from ntu but i was in US having fun.. =X

he paid for a graduation photo package but he did not went to the studio to take the photograph. i was totally shocked when he told me this last year. he assured me that he has checked with them and it's allowed..

why?



he is waiting for me to graduate in 2009 and enter the studio with me



:)

thank you

i have so many things to handle, yet no one is helping me when i asked for help. Those who seem to be helping are only offering "emotional support".

my moola is locked up somewhere if not i can purchase more products and spree away..

aza!

[ this is a complain entry ]
skip this if u like

ok i have a wonderful boyfriend but sometimes i just want to be greedy. i wan to spend more time with him. so i always look forward to his off days which will be very random on either day of the week bcos he is on shift work. anyway i always try to free myself for that one and only day to come so that i can go dating and have some paulful time.

for this week, his off days happen to be on sat (usually he will slp after a nite shift) + sun so i happily thought we could either go out on sat night or sun after i teach at lcms. BUT he happily tell me that he is gg for a bday celebration on sat night. BOO! gone is my sat.. as i was unwell, he pop by at paragon on sat despite him just returning from a night shift. we went for lunch and i mus admit that i was totally unwell hence i was super moody and at times i could feel that i'm gonna faint. he sent me home and i nap, he went home to nap. then he went out for a movie at night. sometimes i wonder why cant he take me out with his friends, as if i'm not presentable. so invisible lar. nvm he came all the way to eat with me and take me home bcos i was unwell. alright for that + point.

sun? my last lesson ends at 3.15pm. happily texted to ask if he wanna visit his aunt today BUT He replied, "i'm tired leh dear" alright.. so i went home and do nothing, slack, walk around and typed this entry.

next off day? gone too i guess cos it's gonna fall on Friday and Saturday

Friday he will have to slp after night shift and i have to be at the chalet cos kor needs to go work after collecting the keys. I don think paul will come to my family chalet. so BOO friday!

Saturday? Kawai for me and tuition after that then back at chalet. He has a D&D at night. BOO gone.. hahaha next next week bah maybe.. we shall see..

sometimes i wonder if my parents wonder why i nv bring him home or nv go dating. always hide at home or hang out with girlfriends instead of boyfriend..

oh well... i shall try entertain myself then. maybe i should repack my wardrobe? try and sell away my unwanted BRAND NEW stuff?

Singapore Youth Festival 2008
Singapore National Youth Orchestra

Tue 8 Jul 08, 7.30 pm
$8.00 (I din pay a cent, tix from Hazizi hee)
Esplanade Concert Hall
Conductor: Lim Soon Lee

Verdi	La forza del destino: Overture
Kelly Tang	Symphonic Suite
He Zhanhao & Chen Gang	Butterfly Lovers Violin Concerto
Dvorak	Symphony No 6 Op 60

The concert features young SNYO violinist, 14-year-old Loh Wei Ken, student at Chua Chu Kang Secondary School performing the Butterfly Lovers.

Violin Concerto by He Zhanhao and Chen Gang.

And so I asked carene along, I made a silly mistake as I din tell Hazizi that i wanted TWO tickets, he left only ONE tix at the door and poor carene had to purchase one tix that ended up in circle 3. we were separated during the concert but I was glad that she enjoyed.

I am not allowed to post her close-up pic in my blog

A new hair cut

It's Tuesday and so...

I wanna catch this movie, GRACE??

[A] dress collection
http://princess-sab.livejournal.com/4978.html

Finally a little pouch to store my precious handphone (cos it's from paul). I'm NOT a hello kitty fan but it's too cute to resist and since it's so cheap @ S$2.00 from diaso, I decided to get it!

Year ONE!

070708

Dinner at shin (Vivo)

The green tea is nice

(:

My Dinner Set @ S$22.80

Comes with this...

this...
I love pickles!this...

this...
Thick slices and melts in your mouth

this..

the prawn is tasteless

this..

very salty

this..
garlic rice is yummy!

this..

paul's fav!

* * * *

We LOVE (Sweet) potato!

Yummy and crunchy

Paul's Dinner: Curry Rice

Tofu Cheescake
(this comes with my dinner set)

it's delicious, cost S$4.80 (very small slice but it's worth it!)
waitress told us to poke holes on the tofu then squeeze the lemon so that it can be absorbed.

It was a good dinner :)

Evening stroll..

All I want is to be with u

Sun set

We headed to TPY to duplicate keys since he left his in KK's car. Aunty charges super cheap, only S$1-1.50 for normal house keys.We got ripped off when we make the first key at Vivo's Mister Mint @ S$8!!

Find this aunty in TPY central, in front of the smaller NTUC, near Courts. (go during evening)

His presents :)

Present # ONE : Lego City Airport Item #: 10159

I was delighted when I saw that bricksworld was pre-ordering this reissue set for June 2008. And so I ordered it, paid and requested for them to deliver to Paul's house on 070709 10am. After telling him that I got him this set, he pestered me everyday where is his lego.. zzz I lied and said we will be collecting today after dinner at Taka. But guess what? I woke him up and told him to open the door. He was totally shocked and thought I was at the door BUT I promised that it's NOT me. happiness!

Present # TWO: Ipod Classic 80GB Black
+ crystal Case + charger + protector (forgot to take picture)

He got me a camera! ahhh!! Happiness!

Reason: Cos I blog somewhere the following sentence and he saw the unhappy face so he got me a camera instead of a DS lite hohoho..

"I forgot which photo is with flash, using Samsung Soul U900 5MP, I don't have a camera :( "

Heard he bargained for the card reader + pouch + 4gb card + battery.
It is a simple day that feels like any other day, no fanciful program, flowers, candlelight dinner etc. . Just the two of us, sitting down for a nice meal, enjoying each other's company. It is more than just being happy with each other. We decided to use just two words to conclude our relationship: "Xin Fu"

Love,
sab

grace and I having fun in gap (kids)!

she tried the pink blouse and i tried yet another dress!

ahh i like BUT we both realised that the cutting at the chest is super high..super uncomfortable. meant for girls and NOT for adults.

* * * *

MusArt Percussion Ensemble :)

ok i was called up to help play the piano part 2 weeks before the concert.. and so i went for the rehearsals..

Our guest player: Ms WalaPak (from Thailand) she's powerful!

Everyone is paying attention, while I'm slacking haa

my parts.. zzz soo fast and i only had 1 week to practice

6 July 2008, THE DAY
-NTUC Auditorium-

The last 3 hours before concertA 500-seater auditorium

randomly tie my hair, lazy to check out in the toilet hence the next best thing is to take a picture and check if it's neat. (ok i'm vain =X)Powder Room

Greg and Dennis Chong Ming and Me

Mr YannMs Hui Hui

Sax's Guest Player: Mr Low

ZIZIZIZIZI and Me!

(ok hazizi don't scold me)

Chong Min

Finally it's over! Replay

TAMA GOH!!
(he is the best drummer in sg and asia)

Ms WalaPa

This picture makes us look like some super S*T*A*R*S*

I wore my 3" pedder red for the entire day! Even wore it to move instruments. zzzz But it's indeed super comfortable :) Wat a good choice to get this shoe and it's from Paul! happiness!Back at Jurong Green CC, waiting for the lorry to return so to unload the instruments!

Finally we are done!

off we went to swenson at holland v for dinner... we chatted and laughed till 12+ before we headed home to bed.. my hands are itching to play on the mallets again. =X