i'm so stressed up whenever i look at the number.. it's gonna turn zero soon.. i'm trying so hard to make the number grow bigger.. but i am doing it all by myself.. do u noe that? all for us? i just request for a good few hours every week, yet most of the time we cant do it..

i miss u, so i wanted to see u badly today. for the wed u appeared in home clothes and i was totally sad when i noe we only had that few minutes together. why cant u just wear ur work clothes out.. i went all the way to pass u your dinner.. when i reached, u have visited the library, u have done everything w/o me.

i'm so hungry and tired now. why am i crying for u today.