after six years

i never knew it will be so painful. seeing the messages  pictures and hearing the stories.

was it because of too much freedom? i wanted to forgive if you admitted earlier.
i gave in all, everything. yet u planned so well, i was kept in the dark.

six years and two months later i realised the partner whom we bought a house  talked about our future, he belongs to someone else too. it.hurts soooo much  never felt.this pain ever before.

you were my soul mate , my best friend, my love..  but shared with a divorced person older than me..

Seeing is believing

I want to believe

Love

Love could be set in motion quickly, but true love needed time to grow into something strong and enduring. Love was,above all,about commitment and dedication and a belief that spending years with a certain person would create something greater than the sum of what the two could accomplish separately. Only time, however, could show whether you'd been accurate in your judgment. - True Believer, Nicholas Sparks

Hello, I'm engaged!

Happiness is not driving a flashy car...or a high status or earning big bucks.. It comes from the heart.


I am happy now. I found my happiness. It is always beside me and I almost lost it.


Have you found yours?

After going through a big circle, we are back to where we should belong.





It's time to let go, forget and learn from this experience.

What's next?

G: ...I am just here unchanged. I wanna give you time. That's all. I have not change any perspective. Believe this. Because u gave me opportunity. And I want to give u n p also.... I don't want u ot me to be baggages by biological or time factor but the real reason to have a clear mind on your end before taking a leap of faith..you should not live ur day being doubtful.. But sure and be assure of your every move and decision.. Only time will help you.. And guide you..

Perhaps he is right, only time will help and guide me

Baby steps, slowly but surely I will find the answer within...

Pa, tell me I am right