back to sch next week, the past 2 mths i have been slacking at home.. din get an intern bcos everything screwed up.. i shall not talk abt it.. many things happened.. good and bad.. anyway this will be my last summer holiday.. the final lap before i graduate.. paul will be the happiest person when i graduate..anyway he signed up for CFA!!! so we have to study when we go out when i start sch, anyway we only go out once a week during his OFF day which is totally random every week.. yet sometimes i still miss him lots..

oh well i din go for any holiday this summer.. a little sad but i'm ok. moola got transferred to other sources hence i haf to slack at home everyday.. still deciding whether to go europe next yr for the compeition + tour around.. bad news is no matter wat, paul will not be able to apply for more than 4 off days, hate his job for this.. and also i have to save up for it, i THINK i will need $5k to enjoy europe, cos i know i will shop likw crazy at H&M, zara, mango etc n bring back watever smurfs items i spotted. anyway it's just a dream.. how to save $5k in 12 months??

glad that grace has moved to TPY!!! so near me, we can pester each other more often!! haha.. hope she gets a job quickly than maybe i can date her for a short trip to batam or bintan.. hai.. don't think possible cos sch is starting next week!!!

i am considering getting DS lite at the end of the yr.. so that i can play on it when i'm bored at home? but paul will just ask me, "u have time to play meh?" :( of course i do.. i think aunty has sort of accepted me, during out fourth meeting, it was very relaxed, she gave me lots of food. i felt very comfortable to be chatting with her. But.. he is not ready for me yet... how long more?

the finishing line is near... let me run pass it and off i fly...