i'm so stressed up whenever i look at the number.. it's gonna turn zero soon.. i'm trying so hard to make the number grow bigger.. but i am doing it all by myself.. do u noe that? all for us? i just request for a good few hours every week, yet most of the time we cant do it..

i miss u, so i wanted to see u badly today. for the wed u appeared in home clothes and i was totally sad when i noe we only had that few minutes together. why cant u just wear ur work clothes out.. i went all the way to pass u your dinner.. when i reached, u have visited the library, u have done everything w/o me.

i'm so hungry and tired now. why am i crying for u today.

I was bored so..

I decided to repack and remove all unwanted apparel from my wardrobe!

cos I'm gg to LIME flea on 9 August 2008!

BEFORE

It's 4 piles of t-shirts within the mess + 2 piles of pants in the lower shelf

AFTER

(from 3pm to 12am)

Happiness, I can finally hang ALL my dresses, I dare not count how many dresses I have..Anyway i am left with only about 10 tops for school, 5 tops for wearing to the market and 3 tank top. .

Geraldine n I removed at least 150 pieces of unwanted items from my wardrobe.. haha.. we went, "sell this... sell this... throw this.. you won't wear it anymore... it has last its value.. sell.. give away.."

She said, "You must be realistic!"

my wardrobe is still packed after removing all the unwanted stuff.. she almost fainted.. i have too much clothes.. i should STOP buying clothes.. *finger crossed

After packing, the other side of the wardrobe stores all my skirts, jackets, long sleeves and BAGS!! AND IT's PACKED STILL. OMG! Shall NOT post the OTHER side of the wardrobe, u don't wanna see how many bags I have..

Bing Bing's 21st on 19 July 2008

We, the 3 cousins, got her the DKNY Apple Watch

It's super Bling, more than my Guess watch.. omg!

A gold ribbon for that simple yet classy look.

Ok i'm super tired after packing my wardrobe. shall continue tomorrow with my table. it's in a big mess. oops!

many of my peers have graduated.. stumbling upon their blogs, i see them in their graduation gown and i remembered one year ago paul has graduated from ntu but i was in US having fun.. =X

he paid for a graduation photo package but he did not went to the studio to take the photograph. i was totally shocked when he told me this last year. he assured me that he has checked with them and it's allowed..

why?



he is waiting for me to graduate in 2009 and enter the studio with me



:)

thank you

i have so many things to handle, yet no one is helping me when i asked for help. Those who seem to be helping are only offering "emotional support".

my moola is locked up somewhere if not i can purchase more products and spree away..

aza!

[ this is a complain entry ]
skip this if u like

ok i have a wonderful boyfriend but sometimes i just want to be greedy. i wan to spend more time with him. so i always look forward to his off days which will be very random on either day of the week bcos he is on shift work. anyway i always try to free myself for that one and only day to come so that i can go dating and have some paulful time.

for this week, his off days happen to be on sat (usually he will slp after a nite shift) + sun so i happily thought we could either go out on sat night or sun after i teach at lcms. BUT he happily tell me that he is gg for a bday celebration on sat night. BOO! gone is my sat.. as i was unwell, he pop by at paragon on sat despite him just returning from a night shift. we went for lunch and i mus admit that i was totally unwell hence i was super moody and at times i could feel that i'm gonna faint. he sent me home and i nap, he went home to nap. then he went out for a movie at night. sometimes i wonder why cant he take me out with his friends, as if i'm not presentable. so invisible lar. nvm he came all the way to eat with me and take me home bcos i was unwell. alright for that + point.

sun? my last lesson ends at 3.15pm. happily texted to ask if he wanna visit his aunt today BUT He replied, "i'm tired leh dear" alright.. so i went home and do nothing, slack, walk around and typed this entry.

next off day? gone too i guess cos it's gonna fall on Friday and Saturday

Friday he will have to slp after night shift and i have to be at the chalet cos kor needs to go work after collecting the keys. I don think paul will come to my family chalet. so BOO friday!

Saturday? Kawai for me and tuition after that then back at chalet. He has a D&D at night. BOO gone.. hahaha next next week bah maybe.. we shall see..

sometimes i wonder if my parents wonder why i nv bring him home or nv go dating. always hide at home or hang out with girlfriends instead of boyfriend..

oh well... i shall try entertain myself then. maybe i should repack my wardrobe? try and sell away my unwanted BRAND NEW stuff?

Singapore Youth Festival 2008
Singapore National Youth Orchestra

Tue 8 Jul 08, 7.30 pm
$8.00 (I din pay a cent, tix from Hazizi hee)
Esplanade Concert Hall
Conductor: Lim Soon Lee

Verdi	La forza del destino: Overture
Kelly Tang	Symphonic Suite
He Zhanhao & Chen Gang	Butterfly Lovers Violin Concerto
Dvorak	Symphony No 6 Op 60

The concert features young SNYO violinist, 14-year-old Loh Wei Ken, student at Chua Chu Kang Secondary School performing the Butterfly Lovers.

Violin Concerto by He Zhanhao and Chen Gang.

And so I asked carene along, I made a silly mistake as I din tell Hazizi that i wanted TWO tickets, he left only ONE tix at the door and poor carene had to purchase one tix that ended up in circle 3. we were separated during the concert but I was glad that she enjoyed.

I am not allowed to post her close-up pic in my blog

A new hair cut

It's Tuesday and so...

I wanna catch this movie, GRACE??

[A] dress collection
http://princess-sab.livejournal.com/4978.html

Finally a little pouch to store my precious handphone (cos it's from paul). I'm NOT a hello kitty fan but it's too cute to resist and since it's so cheap @ S$2.00 from diaso, I decided to get it!