haiyo..

today is a happening day.. (but i think my everyday is v happening)..

1. tution: stress bcos ms c will b away for sometime n ME cannt teach han yu ping ying..

secondly, ethan calls me a scary cat.. bcos i am afraid of the sound made from the markers when writing on the white board.. then i hate it when i haf to erase the board.. n today.. i looked away n cover my ears.. ethan was sooo sweet.. he helped me to cover my ears while i erase the board.. if he is my age or older, i would haf fallen in love with him...

2. told wg bye bye = resigining.. BUT...

wg: before u go, make sure u give me all the japan maps, places to visit, cheap shopping areas...
me: i m jus a ph call or email away leh..
wg: (kept quiet)
me: unless u don welcome me back lar
wg: NO

n so the show started.. i sat down n rest since i am limping.. zzz n he came n chat with me..

wg: i will not deactivate your account, you just come when you r free
me: hmm.. but the minium 3?
wg: u jus come once or twice a mth, i'm fine with it..
me: orh..

y he refused to let me go?? hai.. today i was chatting with wg all the time lar.. we jus sat down n chat.. zzzz then everyone else siam... k lar nvm.. we chat for more than 3o mins lor.... haha... of course i told him i'm shortlisted for sm @ esplanade.. then he said wat's that.. i told him roughly the job scope.. he din look unhappy..but jus puzzled.. so i told him i will sneak in n update him haha.. since he refused to let me go... i shall appear @ dc when i haf nth to do lor..

3. w wants me to perform for aug's concert with sws @ esplanade.. but i told him i will b back the day before!!! n i will miss 4 rehearsals.. he said he's ok with it, jus perform.. zzzzz

w called me su-ba-ri-na on WED during rehearsal!!!!!!!! n he rejected a call for me when my ph was ringing (silence mode) during the rehearsal.. zzz he v funny ar.. it was quite happening on wed.. k came to rehearse with us...movement 2 n 3.. quite fun to play this piece.. but when i went home.. n removed my bandaged.. HALF OF FOOT WAS BLUE-BLACK!!!

will u b back by then?

Singapore Wind Symphony Percussion Ensemble
presenting
"Percussive Elementz Op 6"
on 8 July 07, 5pm
@ Ulu Pandan Community Building Theatre (Level 5), $10

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i haf decided to pay for the tickets to invite my friends for the upcoming concert. i was putting the tixs into envelope n writing the names on it.. the past few years haf been selling tickets n i understand that not many friends will attend music concert, not to mention abt percussion concerts (even more rare in sg). so i made the decision to pay for the tickets out of my own pocket money.. if u receive a brown envelope from me, congrats, u haf been invited to the above concert! =)

it feels good to haf friends supporting me while i'm on stage performing.. but as i was writing the names of the people i am gonna invite.. i was thinking of him.. heard tt he may return in july n even though i "see" him i do not haf the courage to ask him.. how i wish i could ask, "will u b back by then? do u wanna come?"

sometimes i am wondering, perhaps when i meet with an accident n landed up in the hospital bed.. the chances may b higher..

as july is drawing nearer.. my heart aches more..

i can only close my eyes n breathe...

they r together again..

it's a story that makes me believe in love more now..

kor broke off wif hl at least 5 yrs ago, if i can rmb they were together for 2-3yrs.. the longest gf ever.. a few yrs ago, while i was upstairs waiting for jiejie to go out, hl called to look for kor but he was nt in.. then we met her @ the bus stop, she came all the way to look for him n she looked rather down then.. kor has been gf-less for a few yrs n my dad is rather worried but grandpa asked dad to make sure that kor gets married (firstly, he is the only male grandson in the tay family, that explains y i oso wanna haf at least 2 sons in future so that the 2nd son hopefully can take my surname [this is a big issue, n is the ONLY condition for my future potential husband n his family] )

yesterday kor was on mc, n dad said a girl came to deliver dinner for him!! when dad asked him, he said that was jus a collegue.. then i asked dad a lot of qns to conclude whether if she's his gf.. eg.. did she deliver the dinner to the door step? n i concluded NO. hee.. then of course dad was disappointed lar..

today, dinner was curry chicken, prata, rice n veg soup.. as i was v hungry after i woke up @ 6pm, i ate the dinner w/o waiting for my parents to return home... so when dad finally sat down to take his dinner after making all the prata for me.. the curry was almost finished (by me!) then asked me to go down to top up curry... so i went to get more curry.. as i haf showered n washed my hair.. i do not wan my hair to stink of the smoke from the market.. so i took a BIG deutor to the stall n then.. wahahah i saw kor n hl!!! it's worth a trip down to get more curry..

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they r together again after sooo many years.. may they b happily together..

i continue to believe n wait till the day he sends me his wedding invitation card..

a tiring week

wed
dc 7.30am-4pm
vera/caroline 5-6pm
swspe 8-10.30pm

thur
dc 9-4pm (i was 30mins late =X)
nap @ home
phantom 8-11pm
supper wif sumit 11-1am

fri
dc 12-10.30pm

sat
kawai 10-12pm
nap
lesson plan n prepare teaching material for ethan!!
v the impt.. bcos i am going to home teach him watever he missed out for the past 5 mths in sch in ONE mth!!!

sun
somewhere in m'sia 6am!!!!!

mon
continue lesson plan n preparation of teaching materials..

from TUE onwards..
the start of Home Teaching for Ethan..

shall reward myself to a massage next sat bcos my left leg hurts due to standing too much...

decided to tie myself down by focusing on Ethan to make sure that he is on par with his peers by end august.. it's a super major project n i believe i will b able to do it.. will start teaching ethan, ewan n carol music in june n that will keep me v occupied.. decided not to charge carol for her music lessons.. well she has been really nice to me..

aunty j called yesterday to ask if i am interested in acc.. told her i will gif it a try n hope to clear at least one company's one year's acc.. meanwhile waiting for the reply from kawai music, if they give the green light, i will b even more busier, will eventually slowly disappear from dc.. i told violet abt this decision n she says jus go for it.. but i shall b responsible n hope dc will find someone brave enuf to replace my duty before i really disappear.. haha.. till then i shall enjoy my life @ dc.. n the crapping with my boss..

i noe i do not haf to worry abt my studies bcos i haf managed it quite alright together wif my super busy life n carol promises me a job @ a top company when i graduate.. she said, "just study, work @ kawai n sometime dc n teach my ethan. i will make sure u get a job when u graduate." ok fair enuf.. 2 mre years bt tt will happen..

i met her on sat during my 2hr break n she was telling me there's compeition between her n v.. bcos v thinks tt she is on par wif w (c's husband) but the truth is not.. v is on manager position while w is on ceo level.. v n c haf contacts (world's top 25 companies) but c has better contacts (world's top 10 companies) bcos all her friends r on vp, p, ceo etc level..

i think c is v stress now.. she told me on sat, "U noe what? I think the marriage is not going to work out.." I was lost, I kept quiet..

wat is love? the beauty of love in my heart is fading.. after hearing so many marriage problems.. but i haf yet to gif up.. 3 mre yrs.. i believe...

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Summer holiday starts on 27 April 2007 and ends on 5 August 2007.

Holiday = -School + Usual Stuff + SWSPE
Usual Stuff = dc + kawai + ethan

This explains why I do not need to look for a 3months job but this summer holiday is quite boring because there's nothing special and my plans were ruined due to some unforeseen cirumstances. Waste my time.. hai.. Spent the whole of yesterday at home watching tv, eating, sleeping, eating, watching tv, and today will be another boring day.



The kitchen is stocked up with lots of food as if a war is going to begin. Cupboard is filled with snacks (one big box of Meji, Dark Chocolate from M&S, Hello Panda, 5 bowl noodles etc..).

The fridge is packed with 3 tubs of ice-cream + 2 boxes of ice-cream cones, drinks (at least 5 bottles), roti prata, chicken wings (2 big packets), ham, cheese, tons of chocolate.. etc.. And since I have super nothing to do, I wil be walking around the house and of course into the kitchen to find food to eat.. so I think I may put on weight. We shall see.

Gonna go for a walk at Sq 2 later with mum to try my luck to get a nice dress. Saw a nice blue dress the last time when I was there with Geraldine, hope it will still be there. One thing I dislike about Sq 2 is the narrow glass bridge!!! If you are my close friends, you will know that I have height phobia so I will never walk across the bridge that is soooo narrow n transparent.

Tonight gonna report to dc. And guess what? Gonna pair up with HC again!!! I hate her lor.. Talk to her, she ignored me!! I shall be nice and smile to her. Reverse psychology!! haha

Shall go n prepare for the shopping trip to Sq 2..
Hope to buy something back.