will u b back by then?

Singapore Wind Symphony Percussion Ensemble
presenting
"Percussive Elementz Op 6"
on 8 July 07, 5pm
@ Ulu Pandan Community Building Theatre (Level 5), $10

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i haf decided to pay for the tickets to invite my friends for the upcoming concert. i was putting the tixs into envelope n writing the names on it.. the past few years haf been selling tickets n i understand that not many friends will attend music concert, not to mention abt percussion concerts (even more rare in sg). so i made the decision to pay for the tickets out of my own pocket money.. if u receive a brown envelope from me, congrats, u haf been invited to the above concert! =)

it feels good to haf friends supporting me while i'm on stage performing.. but as i was writing the names of the people i am gonna invite.. i was thinking of him.. heard tt he may return in july n even though i "see" him i do not haf the courage to ask him.. how i wish i could ask, "will u b back by then? do u wanna come?"

sometimes i am wondering, perhaps when i meet with an accident n landed up in the hospital bed.. the chances may b higher..

as july is drawing nearer.. my heart aches more..

i can only close my eyes n breathe...