a tiring week

wed
dc 7.30am-4pm
vera/caroline 5-6pm
swspe 8-10.30pm

thur
dc 9-4pm (i was 30mins late =X)
nap @ home
phantom 8-11pm
supper wif sumit 11-1am

fri
dc 12-10.30pm

sat
kawai 10-12pm
nap
lesson plan n prepare teaching material for ethan!!
v the impt.. bcos i am going to home teach him watever he missed out for the past 5 mths in sch in ONE mth!!!

sun
somewhere in m'sia 6am!!!!!

mon
continue lesson plan n preparation of teaching materials..

from TUE onwards..
the start of Home Teaching for Ethan..

shall reward myself to a massage next sat bcos my left leg hurts due to standing too much...

decided to tie myself down by focusing on Ethan to make sure that he is on par with his peers by end august.. it's a super major project n i believe i will b able to do it.. will start teaching ethan, ewan n carol music in june n that will keep me v occupied.. decided not to charge carol for her music lessons.. well she has been really nice to me..

aunty j called yesterday to ask if i am interested in acc.. told her i will gif it a try n hope to clear at least one company's one year's acc.. meanwhile waiting for the reply from kawai music, if they give the green light, i will b even more busier, will eventually slowly disappear from dc.. i told violet abt this decision n she says jus go for it.. but i shall b responsible n hope dc will find someone brave enuf to replace my duty before i really disappear.. haha.. till then i shall enjoy my life @ dc.. n the crapping with my boss..

i noe i do not haf to worry abt my studies bcos i haf managed it quite alright together wif my super busy life n carol promises me a job @ a top company when i graduate.. she said, "just study, work @ kawai n sometime dc n teach my ethan. i will make sure u get a job when u graduate." ok fair enuf.. 2 mre years bt tt will happen..

i met her on sat during my 2hr break n she was telling me there's compeition between her n v.. bcos v thinks tt she is on par wif w (c's husband) but the truth is not.. v is on manager position while w is on ceo level.. v n c haf contacts (world's top 25 companies) but c has better contacts (world's top 10 companies) bcos all her friends r on vp, p, ceo etc level..

i think c is v stress now.. she told me on sat, "U noe what? I think the marriage is not going to work out.." I was lost, I kept quiet..

wat is love? the beauty of love in my heart is fading.. after hearing so many marriage problems.. but i haf yet to gif up.. 3 mre yrs.. i believe...