on tues, paul thought he had a course to attend but ended that he mixed up the date and he came over to slack with me at home before we set off to sch and I REPEATED his scenario of going to sch for nothing bcos there wasn't any class on that day. OMG. so i went DFS to walk around and check out the burberry if they can ship into sg for me.. but NOPE. no exports for blue label..

i love shopping at DFS, all the SAs are so friendly and not suck up!
if i ever wish to get anything, i will head over to DFS

btw i found a new route home from NTU, it looks more exciting and the journey seems to be shorter..

The previous routes home from NTU (depends on my mood):

[Route 1]
179 to Boon Lay > Train to Bugis > 130/145 to Balestier Rd > Walk home
Total Journey during Peak Hours: 1.5Hours
Sometimes I will shop around Bugis / Bugis Village before heading home =X

Pros: Fast
Cons: Super crowded train + bus rides. I HATE crowds.

[Route 2]
179 to Boon Lay > 154 to Jalan TPY > Walk over to Balestier Road > Any bus HOME
Total Journey during Peak Hours: 2hours!!!
Pros: Cheapest due to Concussion Bus Pass, get to sleep during the long journery on Bus 154
Cons: Super Long journey

[Route 3]
179 to Boon Lay > Train to Queenstown > 186 HOME
Total journey during Peak Hours: 2hours
Pros: If 186 comes immediately when I reached the bus stop, then the journey will take only 1.5hours
Cons: Frequency of 186 is damn LONG.. Just to waste time and avoid the super crowded mrt rides

[Route 4]
179 to Boon Lay > Train to Raffles > Train to TPY
Total Journey during Peak Hours: 1hr 45 mins
Pros: Enjoy the aircon on the train
COns: Super crowded train ride + the trouble of changing trains and the long q in TPY to get home.

and tadah! I discovered the happiness route home recently



[The Happy Route]


179 to Boon Lay > Train to Clementi > 160 to Orchard!! > 124 HOME
Total Journey during peak hours: 1.5hrs


Pros: Frequency of 160 is fast, avoid the rowdy and uncivilised train rider who do not understand of letting pple alight FIRST before boarding and the crowded ride home + SHOPPING before going home or WINDOW-SHOPPING before going home and I feel happier seeing orchard road that will make going to sch happier! I only have to pay for the train ride since I am using Concession Bus Pass. Must fully utlitise this benefits.

Cons: NOTHING =X I'm biased.



[on wed]


oops! we went dating


after4 days of assignment-rushing + not-enough-slp night,
i recharged with some paulful time!


Dinner @ Fisherman Wharf
one of our fav eat-out place










Set Dinner @ S$10.50





hee.. he wore shirt + pants for 2 consecutive days. i have a weakness for guys with good build + CHEST (oops!) + shirts + pants..
we had a minor disagreement or disappointment last night with regards to TATTOO..
it was a random question that I popped ....


Me: Do you have one?
Paul: You never see before meh?
Me: How I know? I never check ur body
Paul: Does it matter?
Me: Where is it?
Paul: Is it important?
Me: *show unhappy face" + keep quiet

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Paul: wei....
Me: yar? Where is it?
Paul: Why? It can be removed. So many pple have it.. Mxxx has it, Axxx has it (HIS FRIENDS)
Me: I don't like. Why do you have it?
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Reached mustafa to get a voice recorder. I continued to show a sad face. (bcos he refused to answer MY question and keep asking me)
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Paul: Why do you not like it?
Me: Not pure le
Paul: How can you assume that having a tattoo = wild = bad
Me: I'm not, it's just a preference. I always thought to have a guai guai partner (not saying that you are not guai but you are more open than me - continue reading)
Paul: Even if you have, I will still want you de.
Paul: Ok. I have ONE good news and ONE bad news to tell you. Which one first?
Me: Bad News (I wish to suffer first)
Paul: Tell u the good news first. ... I do not have a tattoo
Me: Then why you say you have.
Paul: I never say I have (yup, agreed)
Me: Keep quiet
Paul: Bad news is I am disappointed with you and your reasons. You are discriminating pple with tattoo .. what's wrong with having a tattoo? Eg. People who go to jail may not be guilty, or they could have changed etc...
Me: SO you were testing me?
Paul: I wished to see your response
Me: Win already.. it's a torture.
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Paul: Even if I have one, will you still accept?
Me: Yes, I will accept but I wish to know where + why you had one.
Me: I thought I would share with you everything in my life, but you did not tell me.
Paul: You never ask.
Me: so what else you did not share with me?
Paul: Almost everything that you ask, I told u
Me: zzzz I laid my cards in front of u and showed + told u everything but u did not.. :(
Paul: You cannot discriminate people ok?
Me: it's not discrimination. it's a preference.
Me: Bcos you did not tell me in the past (if u had one) and a few days ago, pa just asked if u had a tattoo. I was soo scared u had one. I am trying to score points for u lor
Paul: Tell him I had one like Scofield (PRISON BREAK). It's not about scoring points dear.
Me: No. Let me think of one example

he still doesn't understand. me trying hard to think of one example to demonstrate my stand.. but i couldn't think of one.

I almost wanted to use: Imagine if I used to go for MANY one-night stand, and did not tell u, how will u react/ feel? will u still want me? But i think this eg is not linked hence i used this:

Me: Let's put it this way, I am CHINA, you are USA. [oops! sorry I'm an Econs Major] China WAS a closed economy and the recent years it's opening up. I am opening up for you and many things are still foreign + strange + shocking + unacceptable to me. But you are USA, a OPEN economy. hence the difference in thinking and preference
Paul: haha. ok I am Europe, semi open. Mxxxx 's group is USA, very open. Ok I will try and understand you and I hope you will try and understand me too.

Me: orh.. so you don't have a tattoo right?

and he held my hand tightly as we shopped in mustafa...

He insisted on sending me home bcos mustafa is so near my house haha BUT i insisited on companying him on the train ride to TPY and take a bus home.

Paul: Don't be stupid lar. It's so near ur house.
Me: I wan to be stupid can? Actually I can walk home from Mustafa lor
Paul: Don't want lar.
Me: Why?
Paul: Quick ask the magic question!
Me: what?? *thinking hard*.. OHHH You wan to spend more time with me isit?
Paul: Yes!
Me: haha I take a train with u lar, let me be the stupid girl
Paul: Ok lar.
Me: I alight at TPY and u go straight home k?
Paul: Don't want.
Me: WHY?? don't be stupid lar (haha oops!) Quick ask the magic question
Paul: I wan to be stupid leh.. Answer is YES
Me: What yes? what is the question to ur answer? (cos i know he die die won't ask one, shy guy oops!)
Paul: *ignore me*


so dear, even if u had one. just share with me i will accept it.

The one on the right is love.
Burberry Blue Label (Japan)

[Simple, Plain, Classy, Black]


You have it all..

Finally they have released something nice for their blue label

S$570 i want.. anyone going to japan soon?

this shall come before chanel 2.55,
it's a nice work bag.

can i have you please?

the last time i visited u, there wasn't anything nice


grace is supposed to go lor, quit ur part time job and help me get this bag.

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i heart potato
(if you are still not aware of this fact)

and having been snacking on this recently

www.yellafellas.com.sg

@Bugis B1

Regular @ S$3.00 with one free sauce
Large @ S$3.40 with one free sauce

THIS IS THE REGULAR PACK
with nacho chesse... Heavenly!

grace + 1 went brecko one sat evening to DRINK!!!!!!!

she gave me a shock while i was happily snacking on my yellafella fries outside topshop waiting for her. i almost KILLED her..

she made me use my only S$20 to pay for two dresses she got from bugis village as i forgot my wallet and she has only S$2 in her wallet. soo smart..


2 for the price of S$12.00 ++


My bottle of the night
but decided by paul via sms since he is the expert =X

Ms Grace's

++ food

it was the night when liverpool was playing with some blue team and the entire outdoor area of brecko was flooded with men in RED.. zzz

in between our chat, there were

boo.. and whoo. and ahhh.. and yeah...

and who paid for the above drinks and food??
not me, it's grace haha

cos i have no wallet = no card to swipe..

she had to use hers.. lalalaa


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so this is the time of the year to get a diary for 2009!

poor me has no money to fly to japan and ger is not going to japan this dec, we have to settle for our diary in Singapore.

i headed to isetan one night and decided on these 2 though i saw many really cute ones!

no poohbear this year bcos i'm supposed to start work next year
hence the diary has to be presentable (but cute still)

Choice ONE

plain yet cute + it's soo ME..

[the content]

something simple, classy BUT still cute

so i found a black one

Choice TWO

it has the monthly index for easy reference yet the pictures are cute and sweet
both books cost around S$23


which will u choose?
ger is supposed to get it for me for my bday + Christmas present

thanks leh, BEST FRIEND!!!

hee


lesson learnt from last year while i was buying one for C as a Christmas gift
"get it when u spot the one u like."

Yahoo! Seb is in it.. and I got the tix.. hohohoh

who is going with me to watch this guy that i'm so in love with...

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PAUL!!

haha boyfriend going with me to watch the man i'm in love with (his voice)

A date with Seb Tan on 9 Dec 2008, 7.30pm

cheapo me went to get the 20% tix for OCBC credit card
S$76.40 for both tixs


NEXT

The musical that you should not missed

Running for the 2nd time in DRAMA CENTE
(the actual plan is at esplanade but guess mr WG foresee that the attendance might not be as good or due to budgeting?)
http://www.iftherereseasons.com/

2009 April 16 to May 3

Love the music, love the actors/ actress/ love the storyline
and SEB TAN is in it AGAIN haha oops!

I shall be there to watch the show then to work and watch for as many show as possible!

(maybe i should give mr wg a call and see if i can get discounted tix hee =X )


ok back to sch work:

• 2 reports due coming monday
• to set grade 1 theory exam paper
  
• 2 presentations to prepare for

lots of photo to upload but let's wait till next week.

i went drinking with grace last week. oops!


if u are stress and need some facial masks,
i'm having a mask spree here!


i do not have the time to explain to you how good these masks are, you get instant results. i have been relying on these masks for the past few weeks due to the stressful periods. try it if u believe me cos i'm super particular about beauty products.



till then, take care!
sab :)

AHH!!

WHY?


I knew u were still unwell, so despite my leg hurts and i was tired, I made an effort to travel to tpy to get u nice and healthy SCALLOP porridge from crystal jade and bird nest then cab all the way to ur house in the northen part of singapore to pass u the food then i left. we met for less than 5 minutes.


I was so excited last night as i thought we would go "dating" today and tot of dressing up for u. I canceled the meeting because u SAID u wanted to take me to the doc, but we din go in the end because u did not sound desperate in going to the doc with me. I had no dinner tonight, bcos i tot we would be having dinner together after seeing the doc, so i told mum not to cook BUT it was just a DREAM.


it always seen like a torture to make u travel all the way to my house to eat with me. i never had that feeling when i travel all the way to YOUR HOUSE to send u food for less than 5 minutes then i take THE long journey home. and the last time, you were unhappy about it. How would you think i felt?


where is the old u who will wake up super early and take me to breakfast on sat morning before i teach at kawai. yes u were then working normal 5 day weeks work life. but i feel that u are so slack now. as if we have switched position. am i not tired as well? other than dating, i have to go to sch, TEACH, sell things online, TUITION, project. yes u have to work and (study), and do household chores.



is it a guy thing?

or is it a girl thing?



everyone has different expectation, i wan someone to be there to care for me via actions and NOT just by saying.




I AM NOT HAPPY!!!


I wanna kill people.

who am i?

15 oct 2008, wed
11.27pm

dear diary,

i am emo-ing now.. yes i am crying now.. my leg hurts now.. he feels totally different now.. i feel so distant.. he used to ask abt me, but when he asked abt me today, i replied, he did not continue the message, it was left hanging there.. what went wrong? he was unwell.. i was so worried, yet i feel helpless when i can't visit him cos he doesn't allow me to go to his house, i do not have any idea how is he, bcos i couldn't contact him and knew no one in his house. we have been together for 15 months.. yet i am an alien in his family.. i'm not his friend but i am his girlfriend yet i do not know many things about him.. how secure is this relationship? i am totally insecure..

i called up a few hospitals to check where he was that night, i called his best-est of friend to ask for number, i called his home and when his dad asked who am i, i said it's ok, good bye.

my leg hurts, my head spinning, running high fever, yet i am so worried about him but i couldn't contact him, couldn't visit him, couldn't say anything, all i did was to wait... and when i finally got him, my heart broke..

dear diary, who am i? i am lost... stop crying, i tell myself and do my work, but tears couldn't stop flowing for the past 3 days..

i wanted to rush to get tonics for him today, so that i could deliver it to him tml.. but my leg hurts while i went to the supermarket to get some food, i knew i need to visit the doc again and daddy was too tired after work and couldn't send me to get the tonics..

when i fell, everyone laughed at me, who understand the pain and suffering i went thru... the clinic is so far, yet i had to beg my dad to send me there, saying all the nasty things.. it was so pain when the sin seh rub my leg, crack it, bend it, apply this and that and poked needle.. even he laughed at me.. it hurts.. i am already trying so hard to walk carefully when i'm out on the street so that i do not fall down again.. when the sin seh asked if i wanna poked needle so that i can recover better, i still yes because I WISH TO GET WELL TOO!.. and i endured the pain of the needle with the electricity going thru the injured area for at least 15 minutes...

tml.. i'm going to the sin seh again, this time i am going all by myself.. i can do it, i don't see why the once do-it-all-by-herself-sabby is gone, i shall return and be the same girl again..

dear diary, i am sobbing as i typed this..i promised that i will not cry again tml..


sab...

dear diary,

I feel like an invisible girl. Wanting to care for someone I love, yet I am unable to do it, watching helplessly as he suffers.. I am starting to feel that we are soo distant.. all i wanted was to take care of you, yet I am unable to do it...

love,
useless sab

BOO! sun night was terrible, both paul and i tucked in early around 10pm (IN OUR OWN HOME) but i woke up at 1am feeling uncomfortable.. and headed to the toilet and i vomitted! not once but thrice! then returned to my bed and try to slp but i couldn't. felt very uncomfortable so i was tossing and turning around for the next 1+ hours at around 2am+ "F is for friends ..." my phone rang (thats my ring tone from spongebob).. paul called.. he was unwell too.. he vomitted too.. omg.. then he hang up. i tossed and turned in my bed till 7am+. i think i managed to close my eyes here and there and fall aslp for a couple of minutes before i woke up in between...

mummy woke up preparing to go to work, so i went to her and told her i am terrible ill. told her i vomitted and she took my temperature... OMG!! I'm running (high) fever.. 38.1 no wonder the terrible headache + giddiness. She made milo + a slice of bread, i ate half the bread and drank half cup of milo , popped two panadol and went to bed.. msged paul to check on him and went back to bed... managed to rest till 11+, woke up, msged paul again to check on him and checked my temperature, 37.8 zzz not any better, i finished my half slice of bread and popped another 2 panadol and went to rest... but i felt very uncomfortable near my chest area, mummy said there's wind.. the feeling of vomitting but i did not vomit...

msged paul as he was half dead too if not worst than me, he went to the clinic. i am very worried for him, if only i was alright i would have gone to the doc with him. :( he went back to rest while i continue to slp till 3+ when my parents came home. my temperature remained high and pa asked me to drink some chinese powder.. ok so i drank the powder around 4+.. went to slp again..

woke up at 6+, lied in the living room sofa to try and watch tv.. till 7+, checked on paul again, he is going to the hospital.. :( i got really worried but glad that his bro was with him.. as for me, i continue to feel uncomfortable and checked my temperature again, AHHHHH 37.9!!! what in the world.. so mummy gave me stronger panadol.. around 10+ i texted him but he did not reply for a few hours. i got very very worried... but i do not have his bro's number.. called his house but i remembered paul said after 10+ don't call as his dad will be aslp.. ok.. so who else??? ROOM-MATE! so i texted him and asked he has got bro's number ... nv reply me... got worried.. maybe ignoring me?? maybe bz... i called paul BUT his phone was off.. texted room mate again.. no reply.. ok maybe he is busy... then ahhh finally paul replied me.. phew*... texted room mate that i got paul.. he replied after soo long.. asking me what happened.. explained briefly and told him i'm having fever too zzzz.... he must be thinking what is wrong with both of us...

the stronger panadol took it's effect and i fell aslp while waiting for paul's update.. he called around 12+ and i woke up.. he sounds better now and was heading home.. i guess everything is alright so i closed my eyes and slp..

no more fever for me, texted him to check on him.. no reply, maybe aslp. wanting to send him some porridge but i called his house and his dad is at home, ok i'm not so worried now and he is still aslp.. goody, sleep and rest well dear..

my leggie is better now, maybe i can skip the 3rd treatment to save some money..

i need to start to do my work.. 3 reports coming up...

i feel rather depressed.. i fell down the other day in my own room, the next day daddy sent me to the sin seh but he had to use his $20 coupon as his is a weekend car. but i paid for the medical fee of $30. today we went back for the 2nd treatment, it was freaking pain, he poked needles on my ankle and i was holding on the pillow so tightly. today daddy sent me there again, sat so no need to use coupon but we waited till 3pm before leaving the house. i paid S$28.00 for the medical fee today. i have to return for the 3rd time on tues, so that will be another $30 gone BUT bcos it will be a tuesday, i have to travel to the clinic myself if not daddy will have to use another S$20 coupon which i think is not worth it.. how i wish someone can drive me there and take me home. there is no direct transport to the clinic or i have to take a cab.. it will be freaking expensive to take a cab there.. hai..

so i expect to spend S$100 for the medical fee.. it's such an expensive fall.. my parents have retired and surviving on their savings + some part time assignment to maintain daily expenses.. the market is very bad now, and i would be graduating next april.. hope that i will be able to secure a job and feed them...

i need to treat my hair, wanted to do it recently BUT bcos i fell down and had to spend moola on the treatment, i guess i would have to postpone the treatment to after exam. but the treatment cream has been siting in the corner of my room for almost 6 months.. brand new $60... zzzz i feel ugly recently.. have this phobia that he doesn't want me anymore bcos i'm getting ugly.. more mask for me... HELP.

i'm beginning to hate myself... waste so much money...

Badminton @ safra tpy
[4 Oct 2008, Sat 7-9PM]

Paul is proud of his wu-di racket!

We dragged christopher to come down for the game cos we agreed that 2hr is damn long and we would be super drained if we played for 2hr.

paul is giving pointers to christopher (his bro)

wrong shoes = sprained ankle

shacked

No ventilation, bad hall

anyway, i got the muji drawers, brought one home by myself via bus and i almost died. it's sooo HEAVY! got my parents to bring home the other 2 for me hohoho

tada! classy isnt it?

BTW, I Sprained my leg AGAIN..

i did not tripped on the road,

i did not fell down the stairs,

it was in my OWN ROOM!!

ok stop laughing.

EVERYONE laughed at ME

my parents, paul, geraldine, grace zzz


ok Anyway i went to the sin seh at payar lebar as usual,

SHE cracked my foot, bend here and there, RUB SO hard that i bit onto my coach wristlet!!! squeezed the pillow, held her hand, screamed like crazy in the room... AHHH

i have to return on sat for the 2nd treatment, help!


i miss paul :(

Nitendo DSi launching on Nov 1, 2008 in JAPAN

Damn cool can, it has a 3mp CAMERA!
The screen is bigger by 17% and the set is slimmer.

The camera allows videochat via wireless between 2 DSi console.
There is also a SD card slot to store your SD card.

Just in time for the Christmas Sales!

Can I trade my pinky with one blacky?

Told paul that I would get it at the end of the year or after I work, he doesn't believe me and pinky is supposed to be my Christmas present.. oh well, new stuff pops by now and then.. it's part of the marketing tactic..

27 Sep 2008
I took my parents out to Toyogo Factory Outlet @ TPY
in search for a storage for the messy corner in my room =X

i found this, selling @ S$60

BUT it's ugly, it doesn't match the design of my room so I'm KIV-ing it and since this storage cannot fit into pa's car, pa will get in some other time w/o me.

and so I suggest we go to IKEA Alexandra BUT pa came up with excuses that there will be jam there since it is "near" F1.. it's not near lor.. THEN he said, "Let's go to the one in Tampines!" wor first time he recommend to go to such a ulu place lor.. so we headed to Tampines! They thought it's located at the central BUT it's NOT. Haha. .I had to ask around via sms for the address but guess what? There's a IKEA booklet in the car right in front of me. SO after driving for 15minutes, we found the place.
we were all hungry, so i suggested to have our dinner first @ the restaurant... it was their first time eating at ikea restaurant. i'm so excied to treat them to good food. BUT my ikea card is with GRACE CHEE!! there goes my discounted meal + 2 free drinks.. anyway...

GUESS WHAT IS THIS?

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shopping



trolley?




hmm....


NO!

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Ta-da

It's a Food trolley! So cute lor. It can take up to 3 trays

Anyway this is our dinner

6 Chicken Wings (YUM YUM!) + Proached Salmon + Meal of the day (Chicken Chop Rice - this is good!) + Chicken Leg Sth (SUCKS MAN, don't order this, only the mashed potatoe is edible) + my Cheese Cake (I love this!) + Coffee + Tea


After dinner, we window-shopped in Ikea but spotted nothing that fancy my eyes. So we headed across the road to GIANT!

CHINA MILK SCANDAL haha

I heart Jap Sweet Potato

I found the SAME Toyogo Drawer selling in Giant @ S$82.90 vs S$60 selling at Toyogo Factory Outlet. Got some food and we headed home...

In the new tunnel.. SLE..

PLEASE KEEP TO THE MAX Speed of 70KM/H

or prepare to get fine, there's speed camera everywhere and this tunnel is really ulu. NO CAR on a Sat night. zzz

29 Sep 2008 We went for a PICNIC!

Food!!

I made sandwich for Paul.
NICE? Colorful isn't it

PSP-ing

Oops! The sky turned dark.. and we left for Parkway ParadeSomething very exciting happened on our way to PP, but I shall not talk about it. I knew that I am like a little church mouse now. don't ask me why. Hope it would be a lesson learnt.

Yesterday after school, I dropped by MUJI + Carrefour to check out plastic storage. The toyogo storage is selling @ S$69 in Carrefour. BUT I'm still in love with this big drawer from MUJI which costs $33.00! I would have to get 3 of these drawers for the same storage volume as the ones from Toyogo. SO that would cost me S$99.00 vs S$60.00. These MUJI drawers are so classy and they will match the design of my room. And SO after asking THREE important persons in my life, I have decided to get these MUJI drawers.

don't u love them too?


HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY!