i'm tired

i deferred cfa till june 2011 as i really have no time and energy to study for it. the board kindly accepted my request as I shared the main reason with them.

if they are less stubborn and worrying, i would not have to rush around adminstering everything. if they are cooperative, i would not have to worry so much.

i am worried and stressful enough, stop giving trouble and adding more unnecessary matters for me to be taken care off.

no doubt the bosses are supportive in my unreasonable arrangement of taking so many leave in a month and soon I would have negative leaves before I complete my probation of 6 months. time and resources are wasted.

with uncaring member, I have to include more expenses and find help to manage each treatment session. there's no one to help me, no one who is able to help out. no one. no one!

no point having a figure head being there but no knowing what to do, what to ask, how to handle the suitation, how to take care of him when he requires some attention.

With such complications and a daily reporting to do to taiwan, on top of my new job, I am exhausted.

LEAVE ME ALONE of UNNECESSARY TROUBLE!