i am beginning to feel that i should tone down to suit in this environment. act blur and pretend that i am super new in this adult world.

i love my watch but i feel that someone might think that how i could afford this watch when i just started working? not even to mention that watch mummy gave me, it starts with a little S... i shall nver wear it to work i guess. my wallet is striking with all that G logo printed on and my lovely pink dusty bag with the nice pinky checkered hankie might catch some attention. while i noticed the rest of the people are carrying brandless stuff. there was a moment that i wanted to carry the big beach checkered bag to work on Fridays but i stopped to think. what happen if i carry the lovely dream bag to work and people might talk about it. how can i afford it?

from this week, i shall change out of my wallet to the old and black plain wallet from project shop i got when i was in jc 1. perhaps a less flashy bag to that floral cheapo bag that is supposed to be a shopping bag.

BUT yucks! the combination looks so ugly if i power dress. i can't bring myself to carry that bag if i am wearing formal attire.

maybe that aldo or pedder heels should be hidden at home too. i should wear some ugly flats that look cheap and inexpensive.

maybe i shld change out of my guess collection watch to the cheapo plastic watch from swatch? but yucks, it looks freaking unmatched! or maybe i shld go dig for the casio watch that uncle got me for my 21st but i hid it away in some box bcos i hate it. it is so ugly.

i paid for the shipping of xiao bai and it shld arrive sometime next week. seeing this suitation, i don't think i can carry it to work. it may attract some attention.

must i hide my fav necklace at home too? hide away the double c and wear it only on weekends?

hello, I love beautiful things.