This is the 3rd post of the day.. sth is wrong



I could only hear the sound of the fan and the sound of the keypad when i am typing away.


Home Alone Day 1
He came over at 5.15pm but the moment he reached he asked for help, related to work. and then he began making lots of phone calls.. finally done at 6.30pm, he said he will leave at 6.35pm. I asked if he could stay till 7pm. he had a dinner to attend to. he stayed till 6.50+ "I don't want to be the last, if not I have no place to sit" so i conclude getting a seat is more important than me. i hate those brother's dinner. always arrange at the wrong day and time.
I recalled the first birthday he celebrated with me, one of his bro is getting married. He chose the dinner over me. so we had a lunch celebration, there was no lovely romantic dinner.
so I made spag with hotdog for dinner for myself. i felt rather sad.



Home Alone Day 2
Skype with my parents at night.


Home Alone Day 3
I tot i lost my house key and i was so panic. I called paul for help. In the end, I found it under the sofa in the living room.
I could not sleep and woke up between 2-5am watching youtube.


Home Alone Day 4
I killed two black creatures in my house for the first time in my life.
usually i shout for help and pa will come killing them.
I cleaned up the house and folded the clothes.
Changed my bedsheet, clean the floor, wash the fan and tidy the house.





10 more days...

Everyone is checking on me every night.
Neighbour from the 15th floor, come walking her dog every evening on the 13th floor to check if i'm home. remind me to lock the gate, take my dinner, peeked into my house to see if there's someone else.
Kor will call to see i'm home by 9pm. Today he came down to checked if i'm home. he peeked into my house too to check if there's somebody hiding.




how i wish there's someone hiding in my room..


but He won't for sure.



I am alone at home, hearing the fan blade rotates.
any additional noise, i am scared.