what makes me happy?

jeremy gave me jap sweet potato today.

it's my fav. i'm a potato fan!

i became happier after eating but he insisted it looks like sh*t. zzzz
i found these in his house

he promised to lend me after he's done dl-ing into his new lappy + pc

super stress boy

his rip curl pencil case
(2007 bday present from me)

we had 3hrs of tuition today again.

i think i lost weight?
y is my face so sharp or it's jus the angle?

i realised whenever i'm in a hurry, i will just grab my Rock Republic Victoria Beckham denim + any tee. i am forever wearing the same combo! but the main reason is because i have FIVE similar RR VB denim skirts. hahaha. don't scold me.
it's all the same but the crowns are in FIVE COLOURS. so far, i only worn the pink, white and yellow! red n blue are hiding somewhere in my wardrobe in BRAND NEW condition tagged. if u r interested to buy from the red or blue from me, pls leave a msg in my tagboard. oops! don't scold me for NOT taking care of the bling bling on the skirt. i wanna let it fall off naturally, thats the way to wear it man.

seriously i ned to repack my wardrobe soon, dig out all the brand new clothes + bags + shoes n sell them! (anyone?!) waiting for paul's off day, to head down to ikea to get curtains for my room, sell my piano (any1 wanna buy?) n rearrange my furniture. i realised revamping my room is one of my fav hobby after exam, during my summer holiday. recently i have repaid the full sum for my single sized super-cosy mattress that cost err.. u wont wanna noe.. (it's a 4 digit figure) but it's super cosy!


tml is labor day BUT i haf to teach jerm & ethan (omg, hope he doesnt torture me tml) but most importantly it's paul's 1st off day tml! yahoo! i can have a paul-ful time in the evening after he returned home from the night shift and rested well. i miss paul!!

[robinson is having 20% storewide tml]

we missed the preview sales yesterday and today since he's working. told him he shld jus apply a sup card for me. so i can shop on his "behalf". (*hint *hint) anway i' m gonna pick paul up from work tml morning n we are heading straight to robinson after the ai-xin breakfast, hope he can get some good lego deal.. time to waste more $. hohoho

after the red hot dress from f21, i ordered another simple black dress. simply cant resist it. it's so sweet, even though i have tons of black dresses in my wardrobe. if i am super free, i shall post an entry on ALL my lovely dresses + bags + shoes. hohoho we shall see...

ok it's time to help jerm complete his a maths / e maths wksheet n we can have a shorter lesson. tml, then i can spend more time with paul.

misery is over!

either i'm too smart or wat, i spotted ALL the questions correctly. anyway today i had my last paper. it's party time now. after the paper, walked all the way to south spine to the new hss library to get the econometric bk grace wanted, but the copies are in library2.. oh man. so i walked all the way back to north spine to get the book. i was totally brain dead by then. met her at queenstown to pass her the book. grace lent me her uob card for entrance into the toy r us fair in united sq. i was so excited abt the fair n looking forward to get more lego for paul.

BUT i was disappointed bcos there was no lego on sales so i went up to toy r us to get paul something else. Guess what? There were tons of school students in united sq because it's......the.... once a... yr... affair...

FREE CONE DAY

ben&jerry is right in front of toy r'us

while waiting for my payment..

they are crazy

i got paul this!

Limited Edition and last 2 boxes in Sg

went to cold storage to top up my ice cream supply since i finished my b&j chocolate fudge last night. i bot 2 TUBS today!! hohoho..Chunky Monkey® + New York Super Fudge Chunk®.. got pizza since i have craving for it..

i adore simple dresses


with my diamond earring n blingy watchthis is special (n hot)..

it's mine v soon, on the way from usa..

we did the silliest thing today

total "damage" $1200

(1/3 of the actual damage)

a liverpool fan buying a man-u scarf!!!

my dear did that for me. he really loves me a lot :)

"u buy, i pay. i'm NOT the one buying it."

happy bday jeremy!

this move is lame. imagine the old china people speaking ENGLISH.. had a good laugh after mugging hard on sun. paul was soo sweet, he sat beside me n watched me study, reading newspaper, falling aslp, reading comics, falling aslp, trying to act busy but i noe he was just accompanying me. thks dear! :)

chinese economy REFORM well abt smoothly, i'm great i read n tagged the whole book for 3days before the exam.

i parked myself in sch till late almost everyday to mug

i cant stand how MANY people reserved tables n disappeared for many hours. i was in the library from 12-6pm on wed, the table behind me was filled with bags but nobody was there for the whole 6hrs. selfish people.

financial econs was terrible i was totally depressed after the paper, went to shop to release my stress n so i got paul a new lego set + some yummy chocolate snacks from meji! it's a miracle i did not buy more dresses. haha

7092 it moves!

after done shopping, headed to teach jeremy for THREE hours on LOGARITHMS.. it took three damn hours becos we were slacking, trying out the new chocolate snacks i bought, chatting, talking nonsense while he kept telling me abt MAN-U, he wasted so much time playing on my hp, itouch, while i tried to solve the qns for him, slacking, eating, reading urban, complaining to him abt my financial econs.. around 9pm, his mom returned home, n we had (more) snacks! i love bread papa.
by 9.30pm, he totally understood the chapter lg + ln. hohoho. he was punished n sent out of class bcos he left his a-maths tb at home (in case i ned to refer during tuition, so guai n sweet)
as a result, i had to teach him lg + ln from scratch n made him do tons of qns before he finally mastered it. we were both brain-dead after tution.

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one last paper to go, ECONOMICS THOUGHT (history of econs). 4 days to memorise everything.. aza!

i will miss u, boy

marcus is moving on to individual lesson.

me+marcus+matthew

(adya is hiding behind) winnie + marcus + matthew

the 11am class

after kawai, i headed to sch to mug. n i catch ms GRACE on 179 who was on her way to church. so i randomly suggested for dinner in NTU since there's a new canteen. she agreed bcos i'm alone in sch. soo sweet of her. i love this girl. anyway i reached sch at 1.30pm, had a quick lunch n parked myself at lwn. i studied 3 chapters of chinese economy REFORM (it's jus plain history) from 2-6pm straight

she + gang came at 6.30pm. so we decided to eat at this place. (it's in NTU, cool right)
nice cosy place but as usual the aircon is freezing cold (ntu is so rich, everywhere is so cold)

she looks pretty with the makeup. tsk tsk

acting cool.

oops i look so tired

zoom in!

we r so bored as the food took so long

i'm 23, she's 24

finally here after 30mins

hers: black forest steak $4.50
the wedges r nice (i'm a potato fan)

mine: chicken chop $4.30
it's too crispy, i expected it to be tender. fries too soft

ours: calamari $3
it came with fries but it's yummy! the sauce is terrific

pretending to be nerdy

i was glad she came over to have dinner with me n brought along her friends who just stayed around and chit chat since they have their dinner already. thks grace, i love u!

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i needed some paul-ly time after a long tiring day.

so i caught him in orchard mainly wanting to pass him his present, fresh from usa!

to my surprise, i got a present too (for may)..
fresh from usa as well. :)

he got marcus to buy it for me.. it's soft vintage white leather. lovely. :)

to replace of my terribly worn off burberry card holder.

i was KO after i showered.

chinese economy reform continues..

i burst into tears when i hang up the phone n while typing this entry.. this evening supposed to be relax and happy. u r supposed to come but bcos u din wanna wait n became so indecisive, i set u free..

all i wanted was a nice warm hug to calm this stressful body down. nvm if u din noe that i was so happy the entire morning bcos i thought finally we could spend some time together. i din noe why i got so emo during the conversation, perhaps it's bcos i just returned home from the bookshop out along the road ollecting my printed textbook, or perhaps it was not a surprise call that u r downstairs waiting for me, or perhaps i was sad bcos u r not coming..

full stop. i shall go bath n go back to mugging. i love u (still).



"...u should be happy with what you have and not be upset with what you don't have..."


girls out there, get a bf that stays less than 30minutes away from u n doesn't work weird hours (eg. shift work), unless u r a v independent girl.

boys

today is the first time i could feel that u r so anxious, u called me so many times when i'm having dinner to ask me questions. n i knew that lego must be having some crazy sales when u called the last time. i gave the permissions to purchase the items bcos i knew that u wanted them. i couldn't bear rejecting u.

n so u bought the following items ..


after i'm done with u, i totally lost my appetites n i threw away the remaining half a bowl of rice. (i knew abt the recent price increase in rice but forgive me pls) i'm not angry or upset just don't feel like eating anymre after i got so busy walking from the kitchen back to my room to pick up ur numerous calls n checking the infor for u online.

i hope u will b gd n save up. i'm trying very hard to resist the shopping temptation online esp when i see pretty dresses..i tell myself, it doesn't matter, i have 101 apparel at home. many r still tagged.

i dream of a princess life.. will my little dream come true?

oh well.. back to mugging, financial econs

24apr 1pm

i'm finally free today n it is supposed to be his OFF day, but he has to go back for some meeting. i'm totally sian. more than a week ago, i happily thought that i can have him for today before i start mugging, but he told me abt this news 2days again.

gone is the thought of catching a nice movie + a nice lunch + showing him my toot-toot train n transforming it into the other 2 versions. so i became moody n emo. he plan to meet up for dinner after his meeting tonight but i haf to teach. i can b evil n cancel my lessons to eat with him. or haf a quick dinner. but i don like this rush feeling.

wat's more, after exam i'm super busy with making-up lessons at lcms + cheonging ethan's exam. meanwhile i haf to help jerm with his exam during my exam.. does he understand my needs? hearing that he is NOT free during my summer holiday totally screws up my happiness. i shall arrange my schedule according to my OWN schedule, why shld i always bother abt his schedule n plan it according to mine. i wan a holiday this summer. but i think it's impossible.

i m going to work n play till i drop this holiday.

i hate caas!

had 2 hrs of kawai, followed by 1.5hrs of torture with mr ethan lim. then 1hr more tuition with his two younger brothers..

"nana, i wan to study!"

"evan, sit down to do ur work"

"good boy."

he is so serious

ta-da. smile.
oops!

"open ur eyes, baby"
this is the best colouring work he has done.
gd job, evan :)

introducing 1-2-3*next up. mr ewan lim*

it's chinese!

so serious

throwing tantrum

ignoring me can zzz

refused to let me see his work

playing hide-and-seek zzzz

i'm brain dead after teaching for 5 hrs.

ok, nana is on 2 weeks exam leave.

don't miss me :)