i burst into tears when i hang up the phone n while typing this entry.. this evening supposed to be relax and happy. u r supposed to come but bcos u din wanna wait n became so indecisive, i set u free..

all i wanted was a nice warm hug to calm this stressful body down. nvm if u din noe that i was so happy the entire morning bcos i thought finally we could spend some time together. i din noe why i got so emo during the conversation, perhaps it's bcos i just returned home from the bookshop out along the road ollecting my printed textbook, or perhaps it was not a surprise call that u r downstairs waiting for me, or perhaps i was sad bcos u r not coming..

full stop. i shall go bath n go back to mugging. i love u (still).



"...u should be happy with what you have and not be upset with what you don't have..."


girls out there, get a bf that stays less than 30minutes away from u n doesn't work weird hours (eg. shift work), unless u r a v independent girl.