i'm finally free today n it is supposed to be his OFF day, but he has to go back for some meeting. i'm totally sian. more than a week ago, i happily thought that i can have him for today before i start mugging, but he told me abt this news 2days again.

gone is the thought of catching a nice movie + a nice lunch + showing him my toot-toot train n transforming it into the other 2 versions. so i became moody n emo. he plan to meet up for dinner after his meeting tonight but i haf to teach. i can b evil n cancel my lessons to eat with him. or haf a quick dinner. but i don like this rush feeling.

wat's more, after exam i'm super busy with making-up lessons at lcms + cheonging ethan's exam. meanwhile i haf to help jerm with his exam during my exam.. does he understand my needs? hearing that he is NOT free during my summer holiday totally screws up my happiness. i shall arrange my schedule according to my OWN schedule, why shld i always bother abt his schedule n plan it according to mine. i wan a holiday this summer. but i think it's impossible.

i m going to work n play till i drop this holiday.

i hate caas!