i fainted on sun evening in the hawker centre. the uncles were very nice to help me to a chair, respected me and asked for a lady to help me. my entire vision was blurred and all i could hear was lots of voices surrounding me. they wanted to call for an ambulance but somehow i remembered carol was waiting for me in the carpark with ethan and i reached for my phone. of course i couldn't see the contact list and luckily i told myself to be strong n dialed carol's number. the lady talked to her and i was unconscious by now. she must have pinched my forehead so head to make me awake and slapped my face at least 30 times! but nvm, when carol finally arrived, i regain slight conscious and they suggest to bring me to the nearby clinic. the doc was panic and anxious, while carol called my bro who happened to be at home. he dashed down and the doc suggest to send me to a&e.

kor drove me to ttsh's a&e and carol went home. did all the necessary tests and by 11.30pm, dr gary discharge me but arranged for an appointment with the Neurologist for a brain scan. kor called jiejie to come down to the hospital to help out just in case he couldn't manage. mum rushed down and dad came down after work. uncle meng wanted to come down but since i was fine, kor told him not to. omg! grace and xuebing msged me to ask abt my status. i told paul abt what happened only at around 9.30pm. din want him to worry since he was working. kor complained that so many pple called and came down to see me when i'm in a&e. but the last time he went to a&e with high fever ( due to chicken pox), he was alone. haha oops! but from this incident, i felt the gentle side of my bro, he rushed to me when he was outside n the doc called for me.

dad said i was too heaty, that explain the faint. but since this is not the first time i fainted (mostly at home), i shall go for a FULL body checkup.

to be honest, i am quite afraid of the brain CT scan. the entire process feels scary. i don't wan to be wearing the surgeon gown and lay on the hard cold bed and be pushed under the big scary machine again. oh yes, i did this scan when i was in jc2.

mum forbid me to use lappie for 2days bcos she wants me to rest well. dad n mum called home to check on me when i'm alone at home. WORST NEWS: mum forbids me to go for my europe trip + wmc 2009. how am i going to tell willy?

let's just hope that i fainted bcos my body was heaty. and NOT bcos of any major illness. pray for me.