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he has fever tonight, i forced him to go. finally we went after me talking for an hour
mum suddenly felt giddy, i left her at home and went with uncle.
bro has cough, asked him to stay home and rest.

doc says lung infected (again), got to run some tests

admission was very fast, in at 10.30am, everything done in 2hours, including getting a bed
perhaps it was due to his urgent case.
nurses and doctor were rather rude. maybe they were tired, i don't blame them
after attending to you, they totally ignored you when you try to ask them some questions.
no eye contact even when u stood in front of them, waving and talking to them. eyes were far away attending to the very next patient.

dad looked worried, tried my best to comfort him.
mum doesn't sound ok when i got home, tried my best to explain to her. hope she would be less stubborn and listen to me. No means no.

gonna apply for MediFund. will talk to the relevant department on sat/sun, hope the funds would help to pay for the medical fee, otherwise i would have to start borrowing from the loan shark.


cfa/driving/dad/mum/work/money

can i do it? pls pray for me


almost died today when they wanted to schedule a last minute 2 week training starting tml. i need to be free next wed so i could be there for his first session. after a mad rush to find someone willing to change my off day with me, the scheduler shocked me with a major surprise and i knew that it's work over family. another few hours of mad discussion and bargaining, they decided to cancel it because boss wanted to focus on service over product. thanks for this wonderful decision. but it was a roller coaster morning.


1.24am now, i need to slp. i am very tired but i think i can still manage. will pop by and visit dad before i head to work tml morning, also to pass him the medicine and other necessities. hope this stay would be a short one.


there is a department picnic on sat afternoon. i ought to be there to show my face, since my status is still unstable, trying my very best to stay employed. 2.30-6pm, at east coast park. if only anyone knows my suitation. i'm not going to play.

gd night world. give me strength when i awake.
to smile and converse happily to others like nothing has happened, i need the strength and will.