yes, i won the best compliment this month for going the extra mile. she read out the details of what i did and everyone congrats me. but i wanted to share with 3 people, yet i couldn't express my joy. i wanted to tell u, but u were out running. i wanted to go home and take them, but 1 is sleeping, 1 is on the phone. yet he says i don't care about him when he woke up. i did not ask how is it, i did not take a look at him, i did not care about him.



but the truth it i did take a look at you, i wanted to ask but SHE WAS ON THE PHONE CHATTING. WHAT CAN I DO. by the time she finished chatting, u woke up and accused me



so what if all strangers came forward to congrats me. i only wanted to tell 3 of us how happy i am when they read out my name and the details of what i did. even the best performance of 2009, came forward and asked me what i did, how i did it and why i did it.



yet i get scolded. i get blamed. i am being fault.




i hate me