It's not easy walking down with you given our personalities, especially when I am facing choices. I just want to let you know that I'm doing this for you and for us. And I wish to hear your opinion. Give me a space to breathe and feel unhappy. I am tired. Running to you, going to you. I need a wall to lean and I thought I could lean on you. I do not wish to deal with the many issues arising at home, the problems and trouble they are giving me. It is not that easy to ignore them, she repeats the issue almost every day. And yes, I am very stress now hunting for a job. I hope to get one and we could build our little dream fast. I want to escape from this cage and fly towards you. Help me please. Be my listening ears, all I need is for you to listen and help me decide whenever I am lost in making choices.

For tomorrow, there is another round of battle. I may become the next shift worker walking on the streets on a weekday, if I excel in the test this Friday.

Good Night dearest, you know I love you more than anything else.