out of the 8 day holidays, we only managed to confirm the hotel for the first 3 days. even so, we have not planned the itineary for these 3 days. perhaps it is a guy's instinct that they just pick the first offer that they found without spending more time checking for better deals. and just by listening to some random people that place XX is worth visiting, they would immediately add that to their itineary. the cost factor did not ever occur to them. i almost died sitting next to him yesterday when we were trying to book the hotel and my air ticket.

so much so that i wish to visit germany to be close to the smurfs, understanding the travel cost would increased, i shut off this thought. so bye bye smurfs, i wouldn't get to see you. typical guys would love to visit their fav soccer home stadium. so being the nice one, i included liverpool in the holiday. now he wants to go to scotland, the ticket is gonna cost a bomb. what's more we should be getting single ticket from London to Liverpool to Scotland to London.

this trip is a mad rush. and i am jobless wef June 1, 2009. if you know how many hundred thousand packs of masks or thousand bottles of cresson i must sell in order to save up this amount for the trip, you would not be so surprise that i am actually feeling the pain in my pocket. but please don't be mistaken that i have sold that many hundred thousand packs of masks or thousand bottles of cresson. my drawer is still filled with that many hundred packs of masks. in another example, i would need to teach an average of 250 hours of music to fund this trip, that will make up to about 42 sundays sloughing in the little music studio and this equals to 10.5 months of teaching. saving up to 70% of the commission, that would eventually take me a total of about 14 months of teaching on a sunday for consecutive 6 hours. wow! I have been so good that for the past 14 months, i saved hard. with an average saving of $400-500 per month, i should be able to afford my Chanel 2.55 Reissue after 7 months. And why is the bag still missing from my collection? because i decided to be good to save up for our future.

the trip is three days away. As for now, my only wish is to walk along Oxford street for a mega (budget) shopping spree, then step into Chanel and touch my dream bag despite not able to afford for it. You will not know how much I wish to be able to purchase it from overseas personally.

Perhaps I should find a job in Chanel or some jobs that require me to fly around the world, then I may get the chance. To think of what E told me the other day that I should leave this planning and administrative job to him, how I wish I could do that.