when people around you look down upon you just because you are not familiar with the subject in their conversation and when you asked about it, they refuse to tell you. how would you feel especially when they are close to you? it's disgusting.


when you have just recovered yet unconfident with your appearance, you do not wish to face the world but no one support you. you tried your best to put on the best you could but no one held your hand to walk with you, it's lonely and uneasy.


how can i live my life with someone that left me alone to face this world and looked down on me.


being a daughter doesn't mean that you can throw money at me. even when i asked to hand over the money nicely, you chose to scold me for being rude. when someone else asked about it, you got angry and accused me of being unfillial. you want war, i give you war. i talked to you yet you refuse to reply, fine, it's war time.

too much happened today, this world is ugly.