it's quite emotional for me the past few days.. spending most of my time taking care of the two babies, makes me feel so motherly and my entire life is surrounded with children n school. trying to adjust to waking at 7am every morning to prepare ewan for sch n sleeping at 12am at the latest. i used to wake up at around10+ before i left for usa, then 8+ 9 after.. n now 7am!! it is rather tiring and on top of that, i haf to settle my sch work, projects n prepare for the upcoming exam..

n missing lots of love from my dearest paul!!! he's been working hard during his course for the past 6 weeks n that makes him very tiring n he usually sleeps earlier than me.i try not to disturb him despite missing him lots.. =X

ok here comes a problem. for two days, when i sat down n stood up, despite my feet touched the ground, i cant feel anything. rather i feel that i m gonna fall down.. low on blood n sugar.. sad.. m quite afraid that i may faint in the middle of nowhere. so should i haf a message or card tat says pls call this number when i m found on the ground.

ok it's bedtime (11pm).. i better slp NOW if nt i may really faint tml.