swollen foot..

i fell down on sat evening @ esplanade concert hall from the staircase down circle 1 during intermission!!!!

firstly i am not good with stairs.. i always fall down one.. haha.. even on level ground.. so i haf a phobia for climbing down or up stairs..

secondly, it has been proven by 1 TCM n 1 lady that due to the size of my feet n my ankle being too small.. i cannt balance well.. zzzz

thirdy, i was replying a msg while walking down the stairs.. zzz bcos of y lar.. i fell down.. he msged me.. hai..

luckily i fell down n sat on the stairs gracefully.. but bcos there were too many pple in front of me. ALL of them stared at me when i sat down on the stairs.. ONLY ONE guy walked towards me to offer his help.. zzzz.. but i think he is not shuai enuf.. so i told him "it's ok".. n so he left.. the rest jus stared at me.. so embrassing.. i had to stand up after i realised everyone was looking at me.. but i stoned for a while bcos i cant walk.. it's v painful.. still.. i tried to walk to the side but i couldnt walk.. so i stood beside the stairs. n everyone continued to LOOK at ME! one casusian couple walked towards me n asked if i'm ok.. i couldnt talk.. so i showed them the "ok" sign.. another chinese couple looked at me.. i showed them the "ok" sign again.. although my foot was VERY PAINFUL.. i act as if i'm ok.. i smiled at everyone n stand straight while waiting for mr i to return from the washroom.... couldnt walk up the stairs.. had to hold on to mr i's hand for support.. but i endured the pain n act as if nth happened n walked up the stairs.. zzz.. tml mus go to TCM if nt i cant walk for a few days but i think EVERYSPRING @ thomson, opp united sq, is not open on sun... zzz hai.. gonna try the one downstairs... poor feet oways suffer..

fyi.. i alwasy fall down one.. the highest record was twice a week.... zzzz until my TCM had to check my foot n concluded that i cant balance properly due to my small ankle or feet.. watever..
I hate stairs!!! so pls forgive me if i walk very slowly when climbing up or down any stairs.. bcos i am trying not to fall down..

ps: future bf or husband mus hold my hand when i take the stairs.. thks ar..