i am no super mario

resigning from dc in june, going for the long holiday in july.. n coming back in aug marks a new chapter in my life.. from aug my focus will b on ethan, kawai and school.. c told v n y tt i went out for a movie today n tution changed to 6pm.. v n y commented tt i was irresponsible.. wat is wrong with tt? i spend everyday with ethan n the rest of the time on lesson planning, preparing for materials n reading up.. c said she understands n bcos v n y r nt aware tt i go for tution EVERYDAY for 2 hrs.. ethan is not easy to teach... he is hyperactive.. but i am able to control him.. it is v tired to teach him but whenever he improves.. i am happy.. thats all i ask for.. seeing him grow n learn everyday.. ewan is waiting for me to teach him music.. evan is waiting for me to teach him music.. c is waiting for me to teach her 2 younger sons..

i haf no life.. everyday i am soo busy.. for eg. carene booked me a mth before for today's trip to jb.. but i am enjoying every minute of my life.. all i ask for is a simple life.. to do the things i enjoy.. money is nt everything.. happiness n health r the most impt to me.. happiness = being with the person i wish to be, able to do wat i really enjoy.. y am i soo busy.. so that each day will b occupied n so i will nt let my mind run wild.. n do silly things..

i am waiting.. waiting for myself to graduate.. 2 mre years.. i am waiting for myself.. i am waiting for u.. sometimes all i need is just a Hi.. a simple "How are you?" it will make the waiting shorter and faster.. or just tell me for the last time to leave this waiting game.. for the past 2 yrs i have shut all doors.. ignoring any door knocks..

bcos i believe wat i saw n felt.. 2 yrs haf past.. i am giving myself 3 mre yrs.. if the end do not turn out to be way i wish.. i will say gdbye to myself.. i am gg to bury myself in work.. c told me today to work with her friend, l.. to open music classes at l's school.. i told her i am interested..

i am no super mario...