c is like a big sister

after tution, went for a hair cut today at esther's new shop wif c n c washed my hair for me.. oops!.. din trim my hair for 3 months!!! bcos esther was looking for a new unit n finally found one... nobody can touch my hair except esther!! she's gd.. she's my stylist.. orchard rd standard + products (i use c's own purchased hair products) but hdb price! her new shop is near IKEA, Blk 1. "Ge Ling Salon".. i chatted with c for 3 hrs n she told me a lot of stuff..

c told me to stop beating around the bush.. talk things out.. i agree.. it's nt that i don't wish to wait anymore.. i think i shldnt wait aimlessly? tell me for the last time if we r both waiting for the same thing.. if yes, i can wait.. the past 2 yrs haf been difficult, i almost "killed" myself if nt for the pple around me who "entertained" me when i am super down..esp for dear s who is a just a call away.. i jus ned a hope, jus tell me tt things will / will NOT b positive 2-3 yrs later.. for now, jus enjoy ur life there n mine here..

c scolds me tt y do i put all my hope on U!!! she said she has A LOT OF cousins around my age who r SINGLE n super eligible.. haven introduce to me yet.. haha.. but i told her bcos for the past 6 yrs.. things that happened between us made me believe in destiny.. she agrees in the end..

c told me tt k wants to pick up her piano playing n would like to purchase a 2nd hand piano.. i told c to tell k to jus get a keyboard.. firstly, her fingers r hard by now n if it's jus for destressing, a keyboard is gd enuf.. secondly, the boys can try out if they r interested in music.. thirdy, a piano is no cheap, though they r SUPER rich, buy a piano / organ only when the boys really enjoy the music lessons... n oso k wants me to teach her 2 sons keyboard.. i said no problem! n so now, i haf 5 private students waiting for me to teach them music..

c told me tt v n herself dote me a lot, though v always says tt i shldnt do this n tt, she loves me a lot..they see sth tt suits me, both will look @ each other!! esp when they saw the chanel 2.55!!! will they get one for me when i start work? uhm uhm? i don mind!! it really feels gd to haf 2 big sisters who take gd care of me, i learned a lot from them..

i guess for the past 21 yrs.. i have been a lucky girl.. times when i fell down, i stood up again n the road ahead was always brighter.. i used to tell s tt i am soo afraid tt this luck will disappear one day n i will b super unlucky.. but now, i simply just enjoy my everyday happily..

c sent me to ulu pandan today for rehearsal after our chi-chat session.. only g n i were around in our section.. super sad.. i was slacking most of the time.. the pieces were v easy.. if everything goes well.. i shld b performing for this concert wif sws on 12 aug 2007, sun @ esplanade concert hall - beautiful sunday.. ONE day AFTER i reached sg from my 1 mth holiday in USA.. mum told me not to perform bcos she's afraid tt there may b some flight delay or watever n i may nt b back on 12 aug.. uncle told me tt we will reach sg on 11 aug afternoon.. *finger crossed!

i gif myself 3 mre yrs with teaching, teaching n more teaching before i spend time with myself n hopefully the one i wish to be with.. it's really time to say gd bye to dc.. i will miss my boss, wg n fl.. n aunty v.. pple from our gang.. we will keep in contacts.. the rest.. just bye bye..