wft

it wasnt my plan to go to US for a mth.. it was my mum's stupid idea of sendg me there.. i cannt afford the time to leave sg for soo long due to the many commitment in sg.. there r many things i mus reschedule for that stupid trip..

1. gonna miss 4 lessons @ kawai..excluding 2 sat of kawai holiday, = 6 weeks in all!!!! i cant fly off b4 8 july bcos i haf a concert on 8 july! wtf i wish to say.. all crap.. n they r starting new classes in june.. i briefly mentioned to wait for me n start in aug, but why mus they wait for me? they can simply get another teacher who is willing to accept the peanuts tt they r playing to replace n sack me.. but the thing here is it's nt abt $, its abt doing wat i enjoy.. n my next proposal @ kawai is to start new keyboard programme.. how will they trust me in future? it's all crap.. mum doesnt understand all these that i am doing..

2. ethan gonna miss tutions for 1 mth. he is already doing badly or not doing anything in sch.. my plan was to give him intensive 2 mths of tution to (cover wat he missed out from jan to may) everyday so that by aug he will b on par with his classmates.. NOW, i mus squeeze the damn whole half year sch work into that 1 month.. ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! he is very difficult to teach.. discipline problems.. attention problems. attitute problems.. n health problems.. n his mum = caroline = my friend... certain things being too close, cannt be discussed.. nv tution friend's children agian in future!

3. jeremy will oso gonna miss tutions for 1 mth.. i can jus jump down the river.. i bet his mum will jus go find another tution teacher.. jus for one stupid trip, i may lose soo many things.. all crap lar..

4. dc is not a big problem bcos if my proposal @ kawai is gonna pass asap.. i will most likely quit dc n jus concentrate on ethan, jeremy n kawai.. super easy $ n much lesser time needed.. dc is crappy too.. all the stupid politics n nonsense.. waste my time @ that place where i can easier earn much more doing someting i really enjoy or just enjoy my evening slacking or shopping or meeting my frends..

the trip is all crap.. not only i will haf no income for july, means august no $$ into my account.. i mus spend $$, i may lose more $$ shld jeremy or kawai ditch me.. i mus find relief teacher for ethan n kawai for that month n pls. not any tom or jerry.. don ruined wat i haf done n i simply don trust pple when it comes to work.. n pple i trust r nt around in JULY to take over.. WFT